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April 19, 2010

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March 22, 2010

Real Talk
March 3, 2010

1 Time 4 Ya Mind

I read a magazine article today about cynicism, and it really got me thinking. The author basically stated that the reason that men fail in their endeavors is an abundance of cynicism. And of course the cynics in us all are automatically skeptical of this statement, but he further goes on to ask us to stop and see if we can think of ONE successful cynic. Just one. It’s damn near impossible. Incredibly successful people, whether they’re actors, entertainers, athletes or just general moguls, they all share one thing: a sincere belief in themselves and in other people. It’s not enough just to be self confident and self sufficient. To be successful also requires that you sincerely believe in the good of mankind.

The article lists a quiz that helps you to determine your cynicism level; giving statements and asking you to agree or disagree with them. So, for example, “People pretend to care about others more than they really do care,” and then you either (strongly) agree/disagree. I figure most people would come out at the higher end of the spectrum because we live in a cynical world and a cynical society. But why shouldn’t we be, right?

It’s so much easier to act like we don’t give a shit. To blame others’ success on luck. To say, “fuck the government” because it’s all corrupt. The article lists that in 2009, “only 22 percent of Americans trusted the financial system.” Doesn’t that make sense though, given that we experienced the royal financial fuck-up that was the year 2008? A healthy bit of skepticism is definitely warranted but where do we cross the line? Where does it go from, “Hmm, that’s pretty wack but it’ll probably get better,” to “I knew this financial system would fuck up some day, the government can’t do anything right. We’ll be stuck here for at least another ten years.”

Mike Zimmerman, the writer talks about his interview with Matthew McConaughey and dude is pretty intelligent. He manages to perfectly describe cynics in that “[they] put their finger on the disease before they put it on health. It’s the easy way to go.” After the interview, Zimmerman goes on to show images of David Beckham, Mark Wahlberg and a few other big names and states that their number one success secret: “a sincere belief in sincere belief.”

So to conclude Zimmerman’s message, in order to be truly successful in any aspect of life, financial, family, educational, you’ve got to let the cynicism go. All of it. Ya dig. McConaughey concluded his interview by sharing that most people when they get stuck in a tough spot start to think ” ‘I got screwed, that should’ve been mine.’ ” Conversely, his lifelong mantra is “Just keep livin.'” And not only has he done that, he’s made some stacks along the way.

Less Zimmerman, more me. Cynic is just a fancy name for a Hater. And the thing is, a Hater doesn’t mean to “Hate,” per se, but a Hater just remains ever so sarcastic about everything in life. Like when someone tells you about their ideas and plans, and because they seem a little farfetch’d you regard them as “stupid” for thinking they could accomplish something like that. Like the short fat Asian kid with two cookies in his hand who has dreams of being the next Lebron.

Or some shit.

And you roll your eyes and chuckle to yourself because it comforts you. Because you’re to scared to dream that big, you’re paralyzed by your own sarcasm and “haterness”. Damn, I made up a word. Look who’s talking though, I’m the biggest cynic I know. The biggest hater. Irony, I guess.

This article though, this has opened me up a bit. When I was a psychology student, I wanted to learn what made people tick. What made people do the stupid shit that they did, why I felt hurt sometimes for shit that I shouldn’t. Why this, why that. But I’ve begun to think that none of that shit matters, that it’s best to have a dream, have faith, and be good to people, in sincere hopes and expectations that they will be good to you. What have we got to lose right?

So the next time someone comes at you with a project they’re starting that they’re enthusiastic about, why not share the enthusiasm. Why not get inspired to do some crazy shit yourself? Christopher Wallace (RIP) once said that in order to change the world we have to change ourselves. I’m working on me, what about you?

Baron x Common
January 18, 2010

Remembering Amaru
January 1, 2010

“You know when you said that before, I was kinda trippin’ right. But you know what? You right, I AM crazy. But you know what else? I don’t give a fuck.”

I was watching Tupac: Resurrection today for the first time, and it shows Pac’s roots and where came from. Both his parents were extremely active Black Panthers and he spent the first part of his life in New York before moving to Baltimore, and finally settling in California. What’s surprising is the fact that he was an artsy kid, really into poetry and theater and it laid the foundation for his above-average intelligence that is so apparent in his rhymes. He wasn’t an athlete or a jock.  He wasn’t afraid to be different and to stand out from the “cool” crowd, so it goes to show that if you can be comfortable with being yourself you might be able to accomplish great things. And then get shot to death. But I digress. He saw so much negativity in his life. Killing, drugs, even his mother became addicted to crack at one point, and yet he was still able to show positivity. Even death was something he didn’t fear. Amaru was truly an icon, and as we near the end of the decade let’s not forget the legends of the past.

December 16, 2009

This is the beginning of something beautiful.